I can still taste you on my breath The faint smell of you lingers in my hair I want to keep you on my skin, not to wash the memory of you away just yet. You make me forget every flaw, Empowering me to shed my shyness to reveal the beast within. Your acceptance of me beckons to show you a side of me no one has ever seen, A trust I have never given. Every inch of you is so delicious I fear you have become an addiction, One I welcome to what duration I do not know. With you, there are no boundaries, no rules or fears. I melt into your arms, pulling my sharp claws through your hair. For once, someone wants me in my "original wrapper", no additions or corrections requested. You make me feel like an animal and with every breath, every thrust...I become yours. The key to my cage has finally been found and discarded.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I want to believe you can stay forever

That I’ll never hear goodbye from your lips I love so much

 The lips I live to hear, to touch, to kiss.

Can you live with my darkness?

My illusive shadow always hoping for more?

I will give myself to you,

All of me, without fear of judgment.

And in my naked presence,

You do not see my flaws,

You just want me too.

You are my heaven,

In the shape of a man you appear

Bringing sunshine to my dark heart.

You make me feel invincible and still,

I feel naked in your presence.

You already know all my secrets,

even though I haven’t said a word.

This knowing, this ache, this hunger that cannot be satisfied.

I want to hunt you.

Kiss and bite every inch of you,

never allowing you to escape from my fiery reality.

No, for this dream is mine.

You cannot run, nor will you want to,

with my naked body at your side.

Will you love me, or fear me,

in the morning light?

Will I ever be able to forget you,

stop dreaming of you?

Just remember my love,

meet me in the night.

I am always waiting, wanting and wondering about you.

Worlds collide and reality blurs

Memories of a life that never was

mesh with the American Dream

and end in two hearts striving

for legitimacy.

 

Wishes and wanting become

needs and desires,

igniting a flame that will burn for eternity

 

And in that first ember,

the worries of loneliness and abandonment

are washed away to reveal

The treasured pearl of the sea…

You

Sneak out, in your boxers and fuzzy slippers
Wake through the layers of your fears
and see me, in the dark of night
Your mental fog thickens and your eyes no longer serve you.
What does your heart tell you?
Are you safe, here bathing in my moonlight?

Fear is both alluring and frightening.
Maybe that's what you remember about me so well..
Leave all that you know
and fly with me
My way is solitary and free

I kissed you in the morning light

This simple act felt like a miracle.

It was as if for a moment I was freed from bondage.

 

With one simple kiss,

You brought back hope to my withered heart.

 

Now, in these silent hours, I smile.

My distain for life has temporarily left me, all due to one simple kiss.

 

There isn’t a moment where your lips are forgotten.

The memory of their softness still makes love to me in your absence.

 

No matter where you are, a piece of you lies with me.

In my loneliness, I remember your smile, your kiss,

the reassurance of your gaze.

 

Is it true this heaven you bring me can last?

The idea of knowing you forever brings warmth to my cold heart.

 

I want to hide away with you

And make love till dawn.

Laugh and dream with our fingers intertwined,

and kiss those sweet lips forever.

How can I say I don't know you

When all I see is familiar bliss-floating in your eyes.

This burning passion within me, is from another time..

When I was a star and you were the rain

growing gardens in my mind.

Dance with me I pleaded-the world awaits.

Let us shine bright again,

and sit on the moon singing softly.

I have a secret

One so sweet and intoxicating I can barely contain it.

I want to scream it to the world…

the feeling that my soul will explode if I smile.

 

Can you see it in my walk, my voice and the way I talk?

Can you see it in my eyes, my bare face and

the absence of my demise?

 

My secret keeps my dreams filled with light

Peeling away the walls of my reality

And you, with your heart shaped lips

Read my mind, and keep my secret safe from prying eyes.

Let me sleep and dream of you

free my heart from it’s iron cage

and dance with my naked soul.

 

I will wait for you my love

in the shade of night

where my passions beg to be ignited.

 

This desire, this yearning

both feeds and hungers me,

as I wait for a glimpse of you.

 

There is contentment in your eyes

acceptance in your smile

and a fire I would gladly be consumed by.

 

This love we share is like a child

free of social class or judgment,

a sensuality that can be conveyed with merely a glance.

 

And yet, a glance is never enough.

It is a drop within a waterfall of forever needed caressing.

 

I will dream of you,

as my lonely soul mends the notion of our separateness.

And in your waking hours, I’ll be there.

What shall I do with this wanting?

This need that takes my breath in the night

I wish I could stop this craving

The hunger gnaws at my moral core

 

Where have we been?

How did you go

last time I laid in your lifeless arms?

 

Do you believe in love without reason?

Of memories that haven't a beginning or end

Because of you,

I believe in things I don't understand

 

Haunted by my decaying heart

I scream in a coma of sexual numbness

Searching for their version of normal

Where individuality is lost in a sea of loneliness

Hair black like the raven, features so fine but full of pain

As the demons creep into her soul

And spread the lie she is vain.

Your music takes me back

To a time where there was longing in our eyes

As I listen to your music at night my heart cries for you

I want to spend days looking at you, never rushing a moment

Kissing every inch of your body looking into that face of illusion, both fire and timidity staring at me.

Your mind will never leave me and I’m not sorry I fell in love

Your notes dance on my heart making this reality without you somewhat bearable

Play for me knowing I am listening.

There is a place in this hurried world

where I want to lie down my head

 

A place in this polluted world

where I want to make my bed.

 

I want to lie down with you

and sleep our cares away

 

I want for once, for you

to beg me to stay.

Your kiss I will remember for a thousand years.
Your soft lips I will feel on my neck every night forever.
Your touch quenches my eternal thirst and quiets my lonely heart.
Can it be true I have found my treasure?
In this superficial world I tow behind me?
I have dreamt of this day.
Never did I imagine you so angelic.
For once, it is I who is the temptress.
Can I seduce you?
Will you let me?
Your kiss tells me yes and the beast within me awakens.
Your velvet skin begs to be touched and with your white wings you sit beside me.
Is this where light and dark collide?
Can we survive in shades of gray?
I want to bathe in the warmth of your kiss.
I want to sleep, skin on skin,
leaving nothing to chance.
And there, in the night you will keep me.

Finally my dreams melt into day and I feel your lips on mine
How I wish I could disappear with you in my arms.
Your scent entices me and weakens my iron will into pure lust.
What a day to lay with you
In the silent safety of the light.
This feeling is new to me.
You beckon me from the darkness and have me crawling to seduce you,
dropping to my knees with wanting in my eyes.
To feel your body against mine even for just a moment,
is worth years without you.

You make me feel invincible and still,
I feel naked in your presence.
You already know all my secrets,
even though I haven’t said a word.
This knowing, this ache, this hunger that cannot be satisfied.
I want to hunt you.
Kiss and bite every inch of you,
never allowing you to escape from my fiery reality.
No, for this dream is mine.
You cannot run, nor will you want to,
with my naked body at your side.
Will you love me, or fear me,
in the morning light?
Will I ever be able to forget you,
stop dreaming of you?
Just remember my love,
meet me in the night.
I am always waiting, wanting and wondering about you.

In the distance the beasts are howling
The wind carries their chilling song to me
I am the night and the darkness follows me
Take my fire let it burn the fears from your eyes.
For even I fear that which is behind me.
I know not the strength of that which propels me.
Sleep dearest love and I will sit and watch you, breathing like a child.
Only you can see these dark wings and not fear their grasp.

You make me smile, giggling uncontrollably
as my feet glide across the floor to greet you.

Do you know how sexy you make me feel?
How many times I laugh just thinking of you?

Oh my love, how I lust to entertain you
with my husky voice, my curvy hips, wavy hair and sassy lips

Come over here so I can show you that gaze of mine,
one that commands submission to my seductive ways.

Think of nothing else as you kiss me,
for nothing exists but us in this moment of bliss.