Let me sleep and dream of you

free my heart from it’s iron cage

and dance with my naked soul.

I will wait for you my love

in the shade of night

where my passions beg to be ignited.

This desire, this yearning

both feeds and hungers me,

as I wait for a glimpse of you.

There is contentment in your eyes

acceptance in your smile

and a fire I would gladly be consumed by.

This love we share is like a child

free of social class or judgment,

a sensuality that can be conveyed with merely a glance.

And yet, a glance is never enough.

It is a drop within a waterfall of forever needed caressing.

I will dream of you,

as my lonely soul mends the notion of our separateness.

And in your waking hours, I’ll be there.

I kissed you in the morning light

This simple act felt like a miracle.

It was as if for a moment I was freed from bondage.

With one simple kiss,

You brought back hope to my withered heart.

Now, in these silent hours, I smile.

My distain for life has temporarily left me, all due to one simple kiss.

There isn’t a moment where your lips are forgotten.

The memory of their softness still makes love to me in your absence.

No matter where you are, a piece of you lies with me.

In my loneliness, I remember your smile, your kiss,

the reassurance of your gaze.

Is it true this heaven you bring me can last?

The idea of knowing you forever brings warmth to my cold heart.

I want to hide away with you

And make love till dawn.

Laugh and dream with our fingers intertwined,

and kiss those sweet lips forever.

I want to believe you can stay forever

That I’ll never hear goodbye from your lips I love so much

 The lips I live to hear, to touch, to kiss.

Can you live with my darkness?

My illusive shadow always hoping for more?

I will give myself to you,

All of me, without fear of judgment.

And in my naked presence,

You do not see my flaws,

You just want me too.

You are my heaven,

In the shape of a man you appear

Bringing sunshine to my dark heart.

You make me feel invincible and still,

I feel naked in your presence.

You already know all my secrets,

even though I haven’t said a word.

This knowing, this ache, this hunger that cannot be satisfied.

I want to hunt you.

Kiss and bite every inch of you,

never allowing you to escape from my fiery reality.

No, for this dream is mine.

You cannot run, nor will you want to,

with my naked body at your side.

Will you love me, or fear me,

in the morning light?

Will I ever be able to forget you,

stop dreaming of you?

Just remember my love,

meet me in the night.

I am always waiting, wanting and wondering about you.

Worlds collide and reality blurs

Memories of a life that never was

mesh with the American Dream

and end in two hearts striving

for legitimacy.

Wishes and wanting become

needs and desires,

igniting a flame that will burn for eternity

And in that first ember,

the worries of loneliness and abandonment

are washed away to reveal

The treasured pearl of the sea…

You

Sneak out, in your boxers and fuzzy slippers
Wake through the layers of your fears
and see me, in the dark of night
Your mental fog thickens and your eyes no longer serve you.
What does your heart tell you?
Are you safe, here bathing in my moonlight?

Fear is both alluring and frightening.
Maybe that's what you remember about me so well..
Leave all that you know
and fly with me
My way is solitary and free

How can I say I don't know you

When all I see is familiar bliss-floating in your eyes.

This burning passion within me, is from another time..

When I was a star and you were the rain

growing gardens in my mind.

Dance with me I pleaded-the world awaits.

Let us shine bright again,

and sit on the moon singing softly.

I have a secret

One so sweet and intoxicating I can barely contain it.

I want to scream it to the world…

the feeling that my soul will explode if I smile.

Can you see it in my walk, my voice and the way I talk?

Can you see it in my eyes, my bare face and

the absence of my demise?

My secret keeps my dreams filled with light

Peeling away the walls of my reality

And you, with your heart shaped lips

Read my mind, and keep my secret safe from prying eyes.

What shall I do with this wanting?

This need that takes my breath in the night

I wish I could stop this craving

The hunger gnaws at my moral core

Where have we been?

How did you go

last time I laid in your lifeless arms?

Do you believe in love without reason?

Of memories that haven't a beginning or end

Because of you,

I believe in things I don't understand

Haunted by my decaying heart

I scream in a coma of sexual numbness

Searching for their version of normal

Where individuality is lost in a sea of loneliness

Hair black like the raven, features so fine but full of pain

As the demons creep into her soul

And spread the lie she is vain.